And there it is...

I knew the inevitable would happen eventually...the frustration, the rage, the PMS.  And today is all of all of that for me.  I was feeling sick all day and stayed home from work triggering Jym to do nothing and lay around all day until like 6pm when he started to try to move the furniture by himself while I was on the phone with a friend.  

Attempting to get the carpet underneath the entertainment stand it snagged on some support beams that ran underneath.  I eventually tore them out and screw it.  We don't intend to keep this stand long term and as soon as we build the built in its gone so I just don't have it in me to care.  I was also feeling so ill that I eventually had to sit down and take some pepto.  I had hoped I would just start vomiting and die but that didn't happen so I sucked it up and tried taking something.  We got the furniture into the room but not where it needs to be due to a lone missing tile we need to lay.  And I had to put the dining room table in there.  I covered everything again with sheets to try to keep some of the dust off it all but honestly the dust is finding its way under the sheets.  It's everywhere.  

As we moved the sheets I noticed something I have not seen before...A daddy long leg spider with babies all over the sheet but in a circle.  Like she just had birth.  Now I am not a fan of spiders but Daddy long legs are good for eating other bugs and I didn't want to kill them so we tried to shake them out outside.  I hope they are ok. 

we then had to move the 44 gallon fish tank.  We had to put the fish into a small tank and then emptied most of the water.  It took forever and lifting the tank was awful.  I was putting felt pads on all the furniture but with this tank the stand is large and felt pads would not evenly distribute weight so I flipped an old piece of carpet upside down and cut it around the edge of the stand.  But then moving the stand onto it (although easy initially) became a difficult task.  I pinched my hand under it while trying to put it onto the dining room table while we moved the stand and then when we got it back on the stand it slid off the carpet when we tried to adjust where it was due to the filter not fitting right.  We were angry and frustrated with each other.  

It was not at all one of my better days in this.  I am feeling worn down and frustrated and Jym tends toward lack of motivation sometimes and laziness but then waffles into panic and it needs to be done his way right away.  I will admit that I struggled physically and mentally today and the stress is really starting to wear on me.